i mean i do, every once in a while. partly because i dont like to burden people whatsoever with whats going on, partly cause i like to keep to myself and partly cause i just dont like to reveal that much. i prefer to maintain face.

and also cause its a shit storm of emotions (which is why i dont like it). ive been told time and time again that i come off as heart less or cold blooded et cetera …

good  † if that were only the case.

im human, thank you captain obvious. i just dont like opening up. ive had quite a colorful past and as we are all products of our past, i try my hardest to play it cool and keep it all to myself. ive spent the last several years trying very hard to paint a face, in hopes that one day ill believe the stone one i put on. i am actually sensitive, i suppose im a bit broken – which i have always said is better than being untouched but its what i am. but from that i come to situations with a certain listening and i jump to old conclusions which more often than not are wrong. and that maybe things wont get to me the way they do and i wont be my own worst enemy.

sometimes i think im asking for a death sentence in my own head.

i wish i was as happy as i look all the time, i wish that my past didnt make me so damn unsure and walk on eggshells around myself and didnt have me feeling like i maybe i shouldnt be taking a risk. thanks peter pan syndrome. do not get me wrong, by no means is this a whoa is me type of thing, its just literally

no bars

no hype

no gloss

no bullshit

verbatim what is going on in my mind.

this is all too vulnerable for me which is why this will be deleted eventually.

im doing this cause well talking does help and the few people i talk to are either 300+ or several thousands of miles away. and i just need and to vent and dont like dumping on others, so i dump on the cold cold cold world wide web.

i have a million feelings i am going through, which is ENTIRELY NATURAL, for everyone. and definitely natural for what i am taking on. but well if you know me, its no mystery that i am not normal. i think i have just suppressed feelings for a while and have avoided doing huge things with myself cause despite being scared of failure and rejection, i simply was not ready. emotionally and certainly not mentally.  so im really not used to all the extremities of these feelings at once.

anyhow, I told a friend about 4.5 months ago:

“i am sick of the person i see myself becoming, im saying fuck it all. i am changing where i go, who i associate with, what i do, and figuring out what it is i need to do to have the life that i want; and what i need to do in order to become the person i know i need to be. and stop holding back.”

yes to most thats kind of a well duh typea thing. but yea.

in little over a month, i am embarking on starting my life. ya after 21+ years i am finally going to start living.

i was forced to grow up at a really really young age for things that i do not talk about whatsoever, would i trade that? absofuckingloutely not. but those circumstances made me on one hand a tyrant, rigid control freak obsessing over structure and avoiding change like the plague  and on the other hand, i do what i want, when i want, how i want and make zero apologies for that. and dont think twice about it. quite a juxtaposition of spectrums, this i know, try living it for the last 10+ years.

its fucking exhausting.

i have never been a fan of where we moved to in northern california from australia, but well that choice was not mine to make at the time. i have had countless attempts at moving down south but have talked myself out of it for whatever reason. ive never been a person who believes that things happen for a reason but i can see now that i am actually glad that i didnt.

so, this brings me to: new york, oh lovely lovely u nork. (watch this if you dont know u nork ya fuck)  has always been in my 5 year plan or whatever but well somethings fell into my lap, there are some risks i want to take, a business/creative space  i want to bring into fruition, a path i want to explore and a road i want to build (insert unhetero comment here) and i felt compelled.  inspired. just sort of like you know what? im ready to take the biggest leap ive ever taken and move. i have nothing here, i have no idea how i am going to make it work, literally. but people have done crazier things. my family has zero attachment here, i do not want to build my career here and all my others have moved. so ya i still ask why am i still here? i guess i got sick of asking and sick of not doing anything about it. and i am doing it all so out of the norm of myself. i have nothing solid set in stone in regards to anything but im doing it. im just going to make it work and be able to tell my kids a good story.

i am forever grateful for a certain someone coming into my life (at the most unexpected time and way) that opened my eyes. made me believe in myself and that the things i want to create for myself i can completely do, if anything he has made my dreams get different dimensions. since this person give me the nudge i needed, my vision of what i want to create has become so much bigger and i would like to see where that road takes me. so i leave you northern california on december 27. and i couldnt be more scared, happy, ready, nervous, amplified — and both unsure, yet, so sure in my entire life.

i have to own it, i really am scared. i dont really know know know anyone out there. ya i have a few people i know but no core, but honestly, im ok with that.

trust me, more than anything, i would love to say i am so sure where one road is going to take me. but, there are two paths on this particular road and i can only speak for one of them. this road thus far has been crazy weird … utterly amazing to say the least, like didnt think it was possible–awesome. so out of what i would normally do, but its brought a sense of self and confidence and happiness that i did not bet on what so ever. its like it gave me the jolt i needed. on this road, ive been much more raw, started out with no wall up, which i did not think was possible, but i felt comfortable enough to do so. i have chosen all along to be 100% honest and vocal regarding my intentions, so the course i guess is not up to me. look at that people. i, remy lane moore, gave up control. i guess i just knew it was the right time and the only person id be willing enough to be that vulnerable and open with. weird, ya going though a lot of intense struggle with that, but i am learning a new role . a role that i have never taken on cause there hasnt been someone who evoked a certain maturity and willingness inside of me. if there is one thing i know about myself its that, for such a small body, i am a big person. i am my fathers daughter after all and it has been drilled into us to think big. so i would love if this path worked cause this is the only person that gets how big it can all be and i am pulling for it but i truly do not know. one can only hope.

let me share with you a little blurp on my father and how his experience has shaped how we think. he didn’t graduate from high school, has no diploma and no formal training. but i challenge you to find someone more dynamic and as smart as he is. in australia he was a very very successful restauranteur. he owned and was the head chef of the #1 restaurant in melbourne and had no previous knowledge of the industry.  but one day realized the long hours, and virtually no time with his young family, that he wasnt happy. so my parents decided to move to america. we sold everything, came over here with $3,000 dollars, 5 suitcases, a very very very short visa and  knew no one and look at where he is now. created an international musical education program.

straight up  that takes a certain type of person and most definitely a certain type of partner to support that. i have to give my mother an undying amount of props, my parents have known eachother since they were 12 and have been married for 28 years. having them as parents and role models, i get that whatever powers there be, i have been blessed beyond reason — as you can see they havent lived a “normal” life thus far so i should not expect to have the same.

anyways enough about how awesome the moore’s are ——– all in all im a girl. i need reassurance, a hand to hold, id love just something telling me ill be ok. cause right now i feel like im the only one excited for it and that unbeknownst to me, your excitement has subsided. which scares me. that this move isnt as big in real life as im making it out to be in my head. that im gonna kick ass and take names. and that hopefully youll be on this ride with me. as i said before there are two paths on this road and i can only speak for my own; and being a product of my past, im going to be more frank than i ever have before; i have never been enough. ive been walked on more than i care to let on. so my head only goes to one place when i dont really know where things stand or if theres a change in the usual flow. its unfortunate and i wish is was not so, but the brain is merely a wad of reactions by triggers of our past.

though i am one who does not let people in all that easy, when i do, i (un)fortunately wear my heart on my sleeve. im an extremely passionate person. so IF i fall, i fall hard. IF i love, i love fully (that words a new thing) and more importantly when i love its fully supportively and without question or hesitation. but when i hate oh thats all bad.

i dont even really know where i am going with this. or where to go for that matter.

i really feel like this right now:

if you chose to read this, i thank you for letting me textually vomit on your computer/phone screens. now erase this out of your mind cause this is all too raw for it to stay out in the open for too long.

reading this … this was the most incoherent rambling ever. but it needed to be said for piece of mind.

]]> http://remymoore.wordpress.com/2009/11/18/le-sigh/feed/ 2 remymoore dumskeme stopwaiting http://remymoore.wordpress.com/2009/09/28/11/ http://remymoore.wordpress.com/2009/09/28/11/#comments Mon, 28 Sep 2009 22:52:27 +0000 remymoore http://remymoore.wordpress.com/?p=1068 ]]> clearly i have no idea what life is about these days. shit. wait. retract that.

never have. never will. and i like it that way.

my apologies. ive gotten lots of shit for no posts. from people i don’t even know — which is all sorts of awkward. especially since its been drilled into my head by a lot of my college friends that i keep them awake in lectures. thanks kids but unfortunately i can’t give you that piece of paper your parents blew a couple hundred racks to maybe promise that youll apply yourself and get a job. but in all actuality 8 times outta 10 the kid in the mailroom who’s been there for the last 5 years working his way up will take it from you.

so you win you fuckers. i start again. NOW QUIT BITCHING.

i never explain myself but i will say this once and once only cause im sick of being asked.

long story short: i peaced out this bitch cause i had no focus. no drive. extreme vapidness.

as life keeps on truckin, im reminded of moral fiber

a lot of things have switched it up on me as of late, and I AM AMPED

interestingly enough, about 2 and a half months ago, i told a friend that i was going to change a lot. stop all hesitation — that i wasnt going to guess every god damn thing that crossed my path. or drill so many questions into my brain about every good thing. that in turn i make myself so scared and never take anything up. i guess that i was going to learn to exhale. ( insert really really unhetero insult here ) and sure enough about 2 weeks later i think i actually woke up. and possibilities/opportunities just kind of fell into my lap.

anyone that knows me knows i definitely am on my own little planet, answer to no one, openly dont give a shit about a lot. on one hand i am impulsive and extreme but on the other, i am the most overly analytical, skeptical and hesitant person ever.  i can be explained in 2 very very simple photos:

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ya somethings just dont change. 21 years in and those pictures from 2 and 4 sum it allll up.

anyways back to my pointlessness

the moral of it all: get over 2009. kick 2010 in the ass.

going to literally change EVERYTHING i know. i gotta say, ive been talking a lot more to my parentals lately, and its mind blowing how supportive they are. my dad always told me:

if you aren’t taking a risk, its not worth it

pretty sure its about that time i sack up and listen to the man. stop being a complete and utter puss and live life. in the wise words of wu-tang:

:dont go against the grain if you can’t handle it:

…. aaaand im pretty sure i was born against the grain.

so im back

shut up

bye

shall we start with music?

as coachella approaches, i am becoming more obsessed than usual with music (which is really hard to believe) next year i really want to try and to SXSW too

I CANNOT WAIT FOR “FIST OF GOD” by MSTRKRFT. According to besty/CEO the new cd literally made pics fall off the wall at a photoshoot she was working at the other week, which i would say is a pretty much a dead ringer for a great f’n cd. God i’m amped!

This is not like me but i really like this song???

daaamn jamie you even got mr. quincy jones himself. sheeiit

ron howard though? lmfao

no seriously how random are those cameos? like wtf???

speaking of ron howard. we have the same birthday! which is was sunday!

MARCH 1st MARCH 1stMARCH 1st MARCH 1st

definitely felt the love thank you all!

even though i did exactly what I said i didn’t want to do (spend my actual bday in bed) i had a lot of good laughs on sat and cannot wait for this weekend hubby/wifey is gonna be home!!! time to celebrate her 23rd and my 21st. Since I had America’s most un21st 21st haha. The fact that I’m Australian, we really treat drinking much much differently and well I’ve had an ID for the better part of 7 years (so unreal) so it was just another weekend out and I actually had to ask to get carded? wtf?

serious shout out to:

michael lopez for my outfit

monique mercadal my hair stylist

nichole g for makeup

along the lines of bdays …. despite the fact that i loathed barbie as a little girl … happppy 50th!

back to the music … people check out:

the temper trap

(if you haven’t years ago) andrew bird 

 (you should’ve also done this years ago) chester french

ben klock

the bird and the bee

julian perretta

karoshi bros

FrankMusik

sky ferreira

starsmith

la roux

tinchy stryder

overthrill

geometri

partyshank

marvellous macc mello

ruff sqwad

i call shotgun

the mission district

couple of comp cds:

war child heroes

factory records box set ’78 – ’92

on to fashion …

Dolce and Gabbana (both collections) fell  short to me … really really short. None of which i was impressed with. Sad to say because they are the reason that I really was drawn to fashion 10+ years ago.

Wasn’t feelin Missoni, Marc Jacobs, Herve Leger, Erin Fetherston, Diane von Furstenberg, BCBG Max Azria, Stine Goya, Giorgio Armani, DSquared2,  and Prada

LOVED Trussardi 1911, John Vavartos

Here are some highlights from Fashion Week thus far in 09:

WOOD WOOD:

Gucci:

Julien McDonald:

Gucci (Milan FW):

Diesel:

3.1 Phillip Lim:

Badgley Mischka:

Calvin Klein:

Charlotte Ronson:

Donna Karen:

Jill Stuart:

Marc by Marc Jacobs:

Matthew Williamson:

Yigal Azrouël:

Dior Homme:

Hermés:

Kenzo:

Lanvin:

Louis Vuitton:

Paul Smith:

Roberto Cavalli:

… … … …

Vivienne Westwood:

Lanvin:

photo cred: www.viewonfashion.com and http://content.coutorture.com/

Definitely my top picks of the shows. I mean wow. 

For the most part I really really loved where the shows were going this time. But my reliables, really really really really let me down. What’s so frustrating right now with clothes is that the runways are sick … much more wearable than seasons past … but everything in the stores are SO uninspiring. So blah, makes me SO over it, so  effin quick.  I just don’t get where the breakdown is from runway to mass production? Maybe the completion of reading Deulxe: How Luxury Lost Its Luster somehow give me some insight.

 Ok is it just me or did the boys at LV kinda look questionable in Kanye’s shoes? Haha Don’t get me wrong we already know how much i:

1 – the ridiculous amount of ♥ i have for kanye

2 – my undying ♥ for lv 

Speaking of mr. west ….. air yeezys … fly yes but they are a little reminiscent of a t-rex head?

if you know me you know i see aminals in EVERYTHING.

cars

people

shoes

whatever.

Some other dope ass kicks ….

eS x bobby worrest “the silver bullet” — for CEO

eS “hi-lo — for CEO again

eS “hi-lo” purp — for first word

supra x eric ellington 

that blue is straight fire

bernhard willhelm “rambaramb sneaker”

martin margiela

gotta close this one out with the sickest sneaker i’ve seen in a while from one of my favs:

in other hot as fuck/fire news:

aston martin one-77 … that’s just straight RUDE

bmw m1 homage … le fierce!

 OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG THERE IS A GOD!!! THE COWBOYS GOT RID OF T.O.!!!!!

thank you jerry and stephen jones for coming to your senses.

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if you haven’t noticed or are new to my blog,  you’ll soon come to realize that i post an initial entry and add to it as soon as i have a plethora of content, my blogs are NOT short and take an extreme amount of time to compile what i deem necessary for your retinas. per usual … if there are additions to previously mentioned content, it will post at the bottom so the additions are in chronological order just look for a couple sets of ellipses and under you will find newer additions. if it is entirely new content, it will be under a partial row of ellipse’s.

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we’ll be getting not one but 2 drops from em this year

“Relapse” is still slated for a May 19 release …. drum roll please …. and a second album of all new material, “Relapse 2,” will be released in the later portion of the year.

like most, we were expecting the album last year …. the man has been dormant for far too long … since 0effin4. 

with the album done, dre went back in the studio for what he initially thought would be a few days, and well it pretty much turned into six months. with a plethora of tracks … you’d be retarded to put out a double cd …. so now their doing split debut dates, putting out ‘Relapse 2′ later so this will let everyone get the best of the best and wadding up ems pocket … cause he needs it right?

Relapse’s first single and video will both be released beginning of next month, according to em’s press release. 

for all you people who think you know the industry and choice of single … “crack a bottle,” was leaked end of 08 ( i provided you with this http:​/​/​remymoore.​ wordpress. com/​2008/​12/​05/​2/​ ) forcing an early and unwanted release last month … still it shot to no. 1 on the billboard’s. it’s lost it’s steam. it’s been months … the remix was coool but “crack a bottle” will be included as an album track on “relapse,” but is NOT, as was assumed, the album’s first official single. you know what they say about assuming. def glad it’s not the official single as it’ll be his first single in about half a decade it needs to be straight FIRE. i’m talking cleaning out my closet, renegade pt 2, till i collapse typa shit.

SIDE NOTE: “The news of Eminem’s return to record stores comes as a verdict is expected in a Los Angeles courtroom over digital royalty rights as concerned with Eminem’s music. FBT Productions and Em2M, Eminem’s former publishing companies, are suing Universal Music Group for $1.3 million in damages, alleging they are owed royalties from downloaded sales of Em’s music. The case could turn out to be a game-changer with regards to royalties and downloaded music, according to those familiar with the case.”

—go here if you want more

yes yes yes yes yes yes …. btw em the undftd lettermans jacket wouldve been better….

we all know i’m right on this

has anyone ever noticed just how much em likes zip up sweaters? it kind of makes him look like a gay boxer? and he wears his shit waaaaay too baggy and awkwardly high. i HATE sagging but homie dont wear your stuff up to your belly button please. some rappers don’t have stylists and they need one. and he’s always so damn matchy matchy. and wears beanies that no human head could fit. it makes him look like the tip of a condom. its hella awkward and i cannot take him seriously when we wears such outfits. and if a guy came up to me wearing all shady shit i would not take a guy seriously what so ever. i know that sounds horrible but for real em don’t wear your own shit head to toe when it’s not super fly. if it was well then that would be a different story. i mean i guess you cant mismatch a sweat fit cause then that would be a whole nother bag of shit talking tactics. 

i am also hoping em does not look like this anymore:

first of all … in google images, this was titled eminem-fat.jpeg. bahaha. EMINEM WHAT THE HELL DID YOU GET YOURSELF INTO? besides endless bags of taco bell. i heard hella months ago that slim fast was approaching him for an endorsement. ok that is not a good look. at all. he kind of looks like one of those creepy ass painted porcelain dolls doesn’t he? ugggh i just shuddered. but all in all i love you eminem. i really really really really really do.

square dance just came on my iTunes …. creeeeepy. i SWEAR TO GOD this always happens to me.

it makes me nervous. like ghosts are all up in my computer. RUDE

in other celeb clothing line news. madonna teaming up with ed hardy….. no no no no. come on ed hardy? seriously SERIOUSLY? wasn’t britney doing a deal with them enough? now madonna. shouldn’t it be the other way around? i am confused by the order of natural selection right now. it is really cute though to see david banda in ed hardy.

i’ve been getting SO  much love and feedback from everyone about my blog. thank you for spreading the love. for that i give you this:

spread the love

i officially hate allison krauss and robert plant.

granted i know nothing about them. but i could’ve slept through their performance and plethora of acceptance speeches. they were so lifeless. and did she speak at all?

HOW ARE THEY GOING TO WIN RECORD AND ALBUM OF THE YEAR. IS THE RECORDING ACADEMY ON THAT BOBBY BROWN SHIT?

speaking of bobby brown … chris don’t bang up rihanna. it’s not a good look sweetie, especially at 19.  

… ya you’re gonna have a lot of people pissed at you.

on a lighter note … for the most part i was real happy with the grammys and the performances. though the sound quality was absolute shit.

M.I.A. you are the shit

although I was very very worried that her h2o was going to break cause it was her due date it was cute seeing her due the 9month shimmy. as opposed to last years heroin shimmy performed by none other than the crackie of camden amy wino. the 2:00 mark is really the epitome of the heroin shimmy.

if you are retarded and haven’t seen it i suggest you keep repeating this until you have swagger on a 100 1,000 trillion

my swagger is mick jagger

i was really really really really happy with the recognition of one of my fav artists, self described “heartbroken soul” singer, adele

her first nod and she gets best new artist and best pop vocal

also duffy gained recognition too

welsh singer won for best pop vocal album

if you have no idea what’s going on with coldplay and their legal woes go here or here coldplay have done a great job at avoiding being served by satriani’s lawyers but alas his legal team got creative. had 50 lawyers placed at all entrance’s and exits of the venue in order to serve papers. hard to imagine that they can truly celebrate when you’re being served for robbing a has beens riffs. i have yet to hear if the legal team was successful since coldplay decided to seek council in the US too. it’ll be interesting to see how this one turns out for “moe batraini”.

speaking of coldplay…

white men can jump

i LOVE watching them perform cause i love seeing people get so into their shit. but chris martin kept making me nervous that he was going to fall off the stage.

mmm simon baker and jigga.

katy perry really is a studio singer. first word and i really thought she was gonna bust a back flip randomly before the end of her set. would’ve made the performance a whole lot more interesting. word of advice: if you’re gonna skip the heels then go barefoot.

LOVED carrie underwood’s performance.

jessica simpson must feel like shit

she’s a serious talent if i’ve ever seen one…see people thats what a real singer sounds like. can i have her legs please? and i have to give a SERIOUS shout out to her guitarist, Orianthi, she’s a country mate and and EXTREME talent.

ummmm can we talk about my boos right quick:

this is what heaven looks like

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh yesssssssssss

with everything that’s going on for tip, i thought his song choice was extremely appropriate. though it was followed with bootleg jt and wayne’s performance i still preferred dead and gone over tie my hands.

jess i know you don’t agree but come on now.

i would post a vid of tie my hands but i can’t find a hq one for you guys

now i really don’t understand this whole disney thing. i don’t really understand miley cyrus (gag) or the jonas brothers. though i have to call myself out cause i kinda like that jonas brothers song minus the pre pubescent screeching for the notes that they performed. how cool it must’ve been for them to perform with the great stevie. i was seriously nervous that they were gonna knock him out with a guitar though. come on please don’t gyrate your bass/guitar so close to a blind mans head. miley cyrus should never open her mouth … EVER. she is the definition of obnoxious. she replaces avril for me.

the youngest jonas brother looks like a joey (baby kangaroo) …. don’t ask he just does

all in all i was pretty ok with the grammy minus the old farts.

top 3 highlights:

 1 – swagger like us

2 – my boos performed 2x (jt, ti, jigga, ye, ti and wayne) 

3 - 

BLINK REUNION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tom delonge thanks for removing the stick that’s been lodged up your ass since i was in high school

this face describes how i felt over all:

here is a little treat for you all … the album comes out today and im legitimately excited

thank you parisian graf artist andre

case point like 17? for a move to paris

i always LOVE belveys collabs. terry richardson i die.

ive been obsessing over what to do for my bday. what i want to do and what will most likely happen are 2 completely different things however. and driving myself insaaaaane over what to wear and i don’t even have plans. i need more things to keep me busy in my life i think. but i came across the new giuseppe zanotti ad campaign and omg i NEED these. 

not necessarily for my bday but for life in general

that red heel is RIDICULOUS RIDICULOUS 

i think i just need a huge closet overhaul. no thats not a free for all for my friends, sorry. if i had a dollar for everytime they’ve told me they want to go shopping in my closet or how “my underwear drawer is like victorias secret” … i just feel like it needs … maybe just a touch up. i haven’t done one my infamous-extravagant-wtf-shopping trips in ages …. i can feel it coming i’ve been lusting over clothes much more than usual lately.

typically i don’t like hearing news of celebs doing lines cause well they usually suck, are done cheaply, overpriced cause of the attached name, et cetera but i was intrigued, to say the least, when i heard about hilary duff collaborating with DKNY.

it’s nice to see that her sketches translate so well. loving the hem detail on the pants and those god damn YSL heels kill me every damn time i see them. ugh. <– also if anyone wants to send those to me for my bday i will not hate AT ALL

2 months ago when it leaked, i gave you guys em’s crack a bottle/number one well you’re in luck again cause the remix with his artist ca$his leaked today, i’m assuming that em, ca$his and dre are all almost ready to drop their projects. which would explain leaking content to create buzz. standard.

08 was supposed to be dre’s year with the beats by dre, his premium cognac and sparkling vodka and the much anticipated detox album. but the shit hit the fan. obvi. poor guy.

umm wtf i just heard 3 garbage songs by lil wayne “around the way girl” “road block” “not love” ok the snippet of not love isn’t too shabby. maybe he should take a break from the studio? i know as an artist you have to master your craft i get that. but i dunno you can’t just do everything you know?

this to me is artist perfection: 

you tryin to suffocate me with style.

perfect perfect perfect perfect perfect. in every way shape and form…

…as a man, artist, designer, and as a straight up innovator. so well spoken dare i say swaggerific?  seriously the man makes me melt. and i need that stephen sprouse lv t like no joke. ahhh i die.

big ups to one of my fav mags nylon love love love their stuff.

one of my fav things in the entire world is to see artists in their elements. i always used to drop by the studio when first word was there and we’ve always had a studio in our house since i can remember so i love being in their element of creative space. i know this is old but its good to see a genius at work

his voice gives me chills 

moving on … we’re basically a week out from my least fav day for you happy happy couples. i would say perfume is always a safe option.

but i will never divulge what i like a man to smell like. it is for my nose only and a lucky one if i give it to him. seriously perfume is a serious gift being that scent is such a strong memory trigger. 

girls cop this for your man for vday if you dont know what to get him:

diamond x dvs “vvs” pack 

if you don’t know what vvs is then your dad didn’t teach you about diamonds when you were a kid.

i’ll start with the first lesson he taught me

its all about the 4 c’s:

color

carat

cut

clarity

next you have a plethora of variations for the grades honestly you just need to know the 4c’s and you’re ok. your jeweler will do the rest. trust me he will. commission honey, it’s alllll aaaabbbout commission.

i’m not kidding those are legit terms in the diamond world.

i’ve been patiently waiting for the party pics of the MAC x Hello Kitty party and alas they have arrived:

the promo shots were awesome too:

i love makeup. friends you know this.

i never thought these words would come out of my mouth….

… but coach’s spring stuff is CUTE.

i only wear mens watches and i just came across 2 that i need and so do all you guys

vacheron constantin    

linde werdelin 

mmmm yesss watches…

and my fav

comme des garcons

raf simmons x fred perry

lanvin

jimmy choo

proenza schouler

boys save your pennys and go get this:

bbc

btw youtube: take that title shit off of the vids. its new and i DO NOT appreciate it. cramping my style uuughhh

… more like say it all for me.

i can zone out and just be in the music. i’ve been listening to sara bareilles, corinne bailey rae and natasha bedingfield a lot … not the happy lovey radio shit.

heeelllll never … not my steez.

it takes a lot for me to like female vocalists, not too sure why but … when i do. i seriously play the shit out of em….

ya those won’t be coming off my current playlist for sometime. or i can just zone to …

speaking of badu … she just had a baby girl and named it ……. mars.

normal names people … normal names.

i mean go on erykah … do your thing. but do parents not think about their kids nicknames? oooor i dunno ages 6 – 13?

moving on … i broke my camera hellllla long ago and haven’t gotten around to replacing it. but i’ve decided fuck it. i want a polaroid spectra camera, that old school shit. i know they don’t make them anymore, so i have to travel to the forbidden land …. EBAY 

what they plan on replacing the polaroid with, is realllly cool. but let’s face it polaroids take the BEST photos … fashion and hair heads you KNOW what i’m talking about.

The Polaroid PoGo™ Instant Digital Camera is the first digital camera and printer combination that is portable enough to take anywhere.  The digital version of Polaroid’s iconic instant camera, the Polaroid PoGo™ Instant Digital Camera allows consumers to capture, view, crop and even add borders, then print their memories in less than 60 seconds on 2×3-inch, peel-off, sticky-backed paper.  The Polaroid PoGo™ Instant Digital Camera easily connects to a PC or Mac where photos can be uploaded and saved from the camera’s 16 MB internal memory or SD card (not included).

It uses ZINK™ Zero Ink™ Printing Technology from ZINK Imaging, which replaces ink cartridges or ribbons with paper made from a composite material that has embedded, heat-activated dye crystals. Before printing, the paper appears white.  Once the pictures are printed, they are immediately dry to the touch, durable and smudge and water resistant.

so i’ll more than likely get it when it comes out … i always have to have that new new

as well as a spectra and a reg digital camera. i well aware that I’m  completely insane…

bad habit to get into … trust me … I KNOW 

one of the last times i was home there was this INSANE club that took polaroids for pics…

Jamieson, Sophie, Me & Aly

words cannot explain how much i ♥ and absolutely adore those 3 and how much i miss my cousin/best/other half jammy poo muffin pie.

if there is anyone who i don’t have to say a word to and she just knows … it is her.

we talk extensively to eachother in a stewie griffin voice, draw mustache’s on our face and run around outside with them, play hide and seek outside when jam has NO idea where she is, talk for hours when i can’t sleep, get lost in foreign countries, make her eat/love food she is far too afraid to try, get locked in bathrooms when i promise i can reach the handle when i can’t and a plethora of other things. she was my 18th birthday present. definitely the most fun i have ever had in my entire life. we’re a few months apart and as thick as thieves. 

that’s definitely the hard thing about living here is how much i miss my family and how much i miss her …

shout out moore fam

i have just told you all WAY too much about myself …. moving onto lustful items.

along the lines of new new… normally i think that concept products are either whack and unpractical or just stupid but this

1- its a mac 2- its sick 3- its small 4- its sick 5- i want it 6- its cool 7-its new

guaranteed if it came out my dad would find some need for it and get it

any one who knows my fam knows we should be sponsored by apple

the amount of apple products my family has owned is ridic … borderline obsessive. ive never had a comp that wasn’t a mac and i won’t marry a pc man.

i kinda don’t think my dad would allow it

gangsters paradise is playing at my work right now. soo appropriate

does anyone remember how sweaty the guy singing the chorus was in the video? wtf.

bad bad bad … i just fell in love……………….with a website

i wish i was creative

and I need everything here

Browsing through the site … I’m convinced these are necessities

we all know how much i LOVE tea and how shark week is my favorite! typically i hate loose leaf tea because most steepers are shit but …

live every week like its shark week

“Sharky” by Pablo Matteoda

i love gun stuff and vases!

“no trigger”

“h3x”

“knuckle-comb”

“egg holder”

i cannot wait to have a house

I’ll take a classic brownstown or …

Sweden

not a huge hot tub fan though carla has since made me appreciate them, i suppose if i have one i’d cop somethin like this

yes please …. that’s the thing about me … i love a mix of severely contemporary and a hint classic. but simple … clean lines over all.

america needs more of a mix of contemporary with classic 

case point: home turf aka melbourne, australia

i guess i’m either homesick or proud or both …

nah i just love cool shit

seriusly why can’t we have more cool buildings?

here are the specs for the stavros niarchos foundation cultural center:

for info on the architect renzo piano go here: www.rpbw.com

for info on the center go here: mission statement

definitely will be really cool to have something this open in such a densely populated area.

i give stavros props … its so important to give back especially when you’re rollin in billions. thank you to whoever controls his estate and foundation. there are still good people in the world. his grandson however seems like a huge douche.

i came across artist tom sachs he’s pretty much a certified hustler.

he does recreations but in an extremely off beat way. His works often mock or highlight, whichever you prefer, the publics obsession with consumerism, branding, and the cultural fetishization of products.  ’94 was when he got his big break doing the infamous Barneys x-mas display and replaced Hello Kitty for Baby Jesus. aka he’s sick as fuck.

EVERY GUY NEEDS THIS GENESIS JACKET:

random fact: jim morrison, jimi hendrix, janis joplin, and kurt cobain were all left handed, all died at the age of 27, and autopsies reported each having a white bic lighter in their pockets. 

yes i’m obsessed with the 27 club and it’s next member the crackie of camden

i’ve said it before i am full of useless knowledge

CONFIRMED CONFIRMED CONFIRMED CONFIRMED

Here’s the official lineup that was released this morning:

Artists I am ECSTATIC to see:

Amy Winehouse – Clipse –  Band of Horses – CROOKERS – Franz Ferdinand – Groove Armada (cause it will forever remind me of Australia circa 03) – Lupe Fiasco – Girl Talk – Leonard Cohen – My Bloody Valentine – Morrissey - MSTRKRFT  - N.A.S.A. – Peter Bjorn and John – Paul McCartney – Public Enemy – People Under the Stairs – Sebastien Tellier – Silversun Pickups –  Steve Aoki – The Cure – Crystal Method – The Killers – The Kills – Thievery Corporation – The Black Keys – TRAV$DJAM (obvi) – Tv On The Radio – Yeah Yeah Yeah’s – The Knux – The Ting Ting’s and We Are Scientists 

wow

This year they are giving the option of Layaway  ….. thank you economic downfall.

I’ve been kicking myself in the ass for not going the year de la Rocha removed the foot that was lodged far far up his ass. Frankly I’ve never forgiven myself. So i jumped the gun for this and I am STOKED. Ya the lineup isn’t my ideal but coooome on. 

How I’m gonna make this work with Vegas however … is another story.

I’ll be there in April, will you?

Fuck Madonna’s doing a Europe Summer Tour with Oakenfold. EFF ME.

Why am I so easily tempted?

Note To Jess: CEOdom Ballin outta Control STAT!

Speaking of Jess … you need the following items:

Yana “Keepin it Real” Large

Bijules “3 Finger Serpent Ring”

 Puma x UNDFTD 24k Collection

The Fashion Gods are nice people … they’ve heard my plea’s. FINALLY there’s a good mix of masculine and feminine. Yes Dolce & Gabbana makes worlds most quintessential power suit. But ya who wears that shit everyday besides VB?

Christian Lacroix

Alberta Ferretti those tops are a no go  … but the pants and the shorts. YES PLEASE

Viktor & Rolf oh God I die all the time when I see their new collections

Balenciaga … do you have a death wish for me?

BIG THANKS TO Style.com for the greatest and quickest fashion uploads ever

Was on Robust Flavor across some siiiick ass guys shirts by Alphanumeric ..

God damn you Kick Pushers … you guys really do have the best shit. You can see how the tighter more monotonous clothing of boarders is really taking over mens fashion and making the new wave of fashion awareness in the music community.

Case point my FAVORITE:

FM

Seriously when did you EVER think you’d see hip hop heads at a Lanvin or an Ann Demeulemeester show? Ya never.

Oh God Kanye’s Goyard case …. I DIE

Or Lagerfeld legitimately kickin it with those kids …. nothing surprises me now from him. He became the f’n man when I saw this…

HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHA 

I came across this on Selectism ? I think? I really don’t remember but this fit is ridic

minus the super skinnys this is a ye fit for sure

Still trying to figure out what to do tonight/this whole weekend. and its the SUPERBOWL. Since I’ve been in bed all week, I definitely want to have a good weekend. I’m getting antsy for my b-day. Yea … weird, I actually am excited for this one.

So I know I said that I aim to update the as much as possible but I have been in bed since sunday hating life. I don’t really get sick but when i do  … it’s bad. 

all bad 

Catchin up tonight, with one of my best bests Lenee …

god i miss our escapades 

… I’m apparently not allowed to work out tonight (cause I seriously think I’ve bruised my ribs/insides from coughing so damn much) so instead I’ll be doing a little dining with Nee something we haven’t done in a while. Looking forward to it.

Got word a couple of days ago about Lil Wayne’s new album droppin in about 2months. You can hear the single here it’s gonna take a sec to grow on me. Don’t get me wrong I LOVE legitimate rock music, just weird to hear Wayne over it.

Just heard “Hot Revolver” ok it’s grown on me. Gotta give me a cool 24 hours. I’m not that easy

So we all know how i love a good ad …. this isn’t even good/funny/fresh or anything i just don’t get why it would be banned from the superbowl line up

good thing i’m a vegan.

so lemme get this straight, we show some raunch ass victoria’s secret ads but we can’t show this? hmmm riiiiight.

gooooooooo america!

speaking of victoria’s secret, the  ting ting’s FINALLY released a new video for “that’s not my name”

they obviously are getting more funding after the VS fashion show endorsement. ahhh gotta love the industry.

last post i had a plethora of dope ass kicks. and since then i have seen pretty much all GARBAGE. with a FEW exceptions

side note: kanye … stick to men’s shoes the girls are FUG

eww

i’m sorry those are horrid like WTF how are you gonna put these out. They look like something for people in old homes, or like the shoe covers that come when you’re an m&m for halloween. don’t ask how I know what those look like. 

oh god i want these …

I LOVE boat shoes.

And they’re Louis!

AND Kanye did them.

3 birds with one stone that’s unheard of!!!

Ye … Keep making shoes for men …. get back with Alexis and leave womens stuff to her. TRUST

Diet Butcher Slim Skin

Kris Van Assche

I’ve just come across Laurent Desrange  … and I die … le fierce

oh my god.

for the most part … i am really fucking on top of my shit with clothes others i am a little behind. it happens to the best of us.

Gotta give a shout out to first word … one of my best friends. so lucky to say he’s my brother. he’s been on some different shit for 09.  This is the first track off of his album “Moore to Chase” which is dropping in the sacred month aka March.

Chase Moore – Chase Is Buzzing

you’re welcome

if anyone’s gonna leak it, at least it’s his sister doing it cause it isn’t even on his page yet

speaking of first word … he loves all things comic book related, so this made me think of him

Devilock x batman

Why do Japanese sites have the COOLEST shit for guys?

people throw me some equally as cool stuff for girls PLEASE

Women’s Dunk Skinny Super High

yes those are fresh as hell …. but you will not catch me DEAD in a pair of sneakers. I would look like a damn fool. But a girl can’t help but love em!

2:16 and 2:31 hahahahahahahah

its 12:07am i am dying of a cough attack and i will never be like weezy cause sizzurp is nasty

and by sizzurp i mean day/nyquil … if they are different sorry i am not a rapper.

LA HEADS … GO HERE. If not for the clothes, simply to appreciate the ridiculous building!

Mameg+ Maison Martin Margiela

9440 Santa Monica Blvd Ste 301

Beverly Hills, CA  

the other half goes a little something like this

THE FITTING ROOMS:

thank you archdaily … a lot

side note: my pandora amy winehouse channel is THE SHIT. 

I’ve been using pandora for like 2 years now, and finally I’ve seeded out all the weird shit. My N*E*R*D* channel is really really good too.

oh my GOD …. ITS HAPPENING!!!!!!

i die

you totally know that theyre doing slave 4 u right there. OH GOD

Not too long ago I was at someone’s house and I discovered the Britney Spears OnDemand channel. I WAS SOOOO excited. Him not so much haha oh it’s the simple things in life are what make me happy. 

yes it’s going to remain a “someone” cause i will not be divulging too much info about my personal life. so don’t try people. 

This whole debaucle over “If U Seek Amy” is hilarious. I mean aren’t there more important things than this? Like why is this shit legitimately on Fox News? If you don’t know what I’m talking about ….

I’m sure Max Martin, Johan Karl Schuster, Sevan Kotecha, Alexander Kronland think this is hilar. Shit I know I do. And sofa king ricock ….. yes i did just say that.

Olive Juice Britney … Olive Juice. 

I swear it is impossible for the people to make stuff that isn’t cheesy and fug.

seriously tiffany’s seriously? no no and no on too many levels.

Which brings me to my next point if the worst day of the year is just 3 weeks away it means MY MF BDAY IS ALMOST HERE!!!!!!! 

March 1st March 1st March 1st March 1st March 1st March 1st March 1st March 1st 

I completely forgot about one of my FAVORITE sites, until this morning and with an hour of searching I give to you a site thats KILLIN IT

http://www.colette.fr/

not even gonna hide a link in a word cause its that on point. 

(speaking of hiding links, readers just a tip, check almost every word when something is a link, cause i usually do one link per word, this entry not so much but def others )

Anyways this year is my 21st, I should probably care more, but I’ve been going out since I was 14.  Shocker if you know me, I know. But I’ve been doing the whole shabang for the last 6 years and being Australian, I’ve been drinking socially with my fam for YEARS. It’s just different there, much more culturally accepted and socially drink slower there cause we drink younger. …. back on point i NEEEEEEEEEED this for my bday

azzaro paris 

i would rock everything from their RTW minus the gowns cause 5’2 + floor length = no no

go on and read about vanessa seward, my god she has accomplished a lot worked under the best and has picked GREAT collabs for azzaro.

and then with either the first 2 jimmy choo’s or the lanvin’s

now i just need to come up with a mere 6gs for it. no biggie.

so we all know that i have a deep deep deep lurve for marc jacobs and in my earlier posts, i showed the maddona x louis photos, well they’ve released the behind the scenes vid …

On to mens stuff … my faaaavorite. I swear to god out of “urban” like kanye, I hate the word, but for lack of a better phrase right now I will use it, skateboarders have the freshest shit.

not fair. at all.

shit like this ….

element x steve harrington

or … i am not sure if you guys know this but spike jonze is doing a movie adaptation of “where the wild things are” and he co-founded the girl skate company, anyway, he’s put some of the graphs on decks… normally id do em side by side, but you gotta see the full thing

thanks mr.fm

hello dior homme hi tops

emerica “braydon” hi tops

supra x terry kennedy “society”

UNDFTD x converse “poormans weapon” hi

vans “shaffer’s crossing”

supra “vaider”

balenciaga

surface to air shoes + raw denim

not too sure where guys are at these days with jewelry but i have got to give  some SERIOUS love to surface to air (again) and martin margiela. wow. 

i am extremely feminine but i really gravitate towards mens fashion and accessories

always have probably always will, i’m assuming its cause I am SO close with my father and have 2 older brothers and am closer with guys. i just love how simple yet SICK AS FUCK the stuff is.

i also have this WEIRD love for backpacks??? i don’t know but i need this.

fitted hawaii

 read the deets this shit is SICK 

just got this emailed to me thanks liz!

i hope you know the angels are singing right now

i need i need i need i need, and i could put it in the hermes x clapton case!!!

and then i could walk around wearing this rick owens jacket ….

ok i def wouldn’t really do that, acutally maybe i would.

ony was a ninja for halloween this year, and before halloween was here he suited up and walked down j street in a full on ninja costume.

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

we’re moore’s … we like fucking with people.

holler at a remix

and a shout out to cawlos and first word …. sacs on the comeups? people are actually doing shit here? yessir

I came to america 14 years ago and have never considered it home. I understand that I have an amazing priviledge living here and I understand that it is the greatest country in the world, hence why we came over from another country without our extended family, sold our very successful business’, knew no one and with a few thousand dollars to our name … to birth my father’s dream…

But,  this morning I felt love for this country.

In 2006 President Obama said: “It’s not that ordinary people have forgotten how to dream. It’s just that their leaders have forgotten how.” Listening to his speech, you can see that that is no longer an option for our country.

I had/have an overwhelming sense of actually being willing to stand next to our President and support his decisions and words whole heartedly . I hope for the first time in my life, that I will hear those of my generation speak without ignorance. That they can take the silver spoon out of their mouth and inform themselves. That we can unite within this country and that we can shift or foreign relationships.

I think what those who don’t support President Obama fail to realize is the way that the world responds to him. He is not just an American symbol, he really can change the world. I invite you to click here and see for yourself one site that shows the point of view of those outside of our country .

In my heart, I truly feel that President Obama and VP Biden can rehabilitate the state of our economy; we are in such a pivotal and crucial economic crunch right now but I don’t have fear.

If you did not get a chance to watch the event this morning PLEASE read or watch. 

I suppose an updated version of the Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.’s dream could be interpreted today  in the words of the Reverand Dr. Joseph E. Lowery as:

 ”When black will not be asked to get back, when brown can stick around, when yellow will be mellow, when the red man can get ahead man and when white will embrace what is right. Let all those who do justice and love mercy say amen.”

I am proud to hold a United States Passport and I look forward to the day that I can explain to my children what I feel right now.

…. I say all of this as  I receive a text from a friend saying: “I just saw a homeless talking to himself while he was putting peanut butter on a piece of bread and I thought of you.”